Now that you might be going away for a long time or possibly forever,  I don't know how I feel about it.

On one hand, I feel sad. because I'll probably never see you again, or keep in contact. But then again, we don't talk much anyways, or meet at all. But at least I always knew I could contact you.

On the other hand, I feel relieved. Because this would force an end to this, what ever this is. You might think we're friends again, but it just doesn't feel the same.

Either way, I'll miss you. Even after all that happened, I'll miss you dearly. I don't know why I still have all this feelings.

That being said, be safe and be happy.